No school today, due to bad air quality and fear of the wildfire spreading. I would be thrilled if it weren't for that naggy feeling in the back of my head, the little voice that goes, "You shouldn't be basking in the sadness of all those homeless people and stressful insurance companies and tired firefighters." But, as the proverb goes someone's happiness depends on others misery. At least I think it's a proverb. Anyway, thanks to complusive eating, I have gained about 5 pounds and I don't think I'm going to lose all that weight anytime soon. I feel so sick. And my sister gaves me some of this shrimp alfredo pasta and its tasted exactly like nasty airplane food. I ate like one bite and pushed it away; I feel like puking, and the smell itself is making me naseous. Everything makes me naseous. Ugh. On the other news, I was feel a bit blue so I gave myself a trim. I really need to stop messing with my hair. So now I look like a little chink girl. All I need is some knee-socks and little plaid skirt. I think I have homework to finish, but I don't really feel like doing it so whatever. I wish I could be like those teenage protegees and leave school and be whisked off to stardom. Sadly, that isn't the case and I'm stuck at home, reading Survivor for fun, with bad grades my parents will explode over. Hahaha.